PERFECTION Post-post

I wrote something about being perfect two years ago...omg...two mucking years ago....and I just want to add to that because just two weeks ago or so, I was thinking, "Wouldn't it be nice to be perfect?  Because then I wouldn't let anyone down."

My motive for wanting to be perfect is to make life unrelentingly fulfilling because I am never mucking up, like my theme song of life, sung by Neil Young . . .
Why Do I...?